Nose Over Tail and Nonsense From The Heart

If I'm going to write today, I ought to do it now.
All my account languages are "UK English."
The Queen's English makes more sense.
Wanna know why American English makes no sense whatsoever?
It's because our forefathers didn't want to be related to England, so they arbitrarily changed the language.
Seriously, thank famous Mr. Webster, the guy with the dictionaries....
I can't stop sneezing, and I squeak when I sneeze, and it's awful.
My favorite Flogging Molly album has to be Swagger.
Weird fact about me; I love traditional Irish music.
Like Rose in The Heather, Humours of Glendart, Kitty's Wedding...
It's the fiddle, it's wonderful.
So, cute boy's name change; Kuma-kun.
Kuma is bear in Japanese, if anyone is curious.
I hope this doesn't conjure up visions of Rilakkuma for the rest of eternity.
I keep thinking that I should devote an entire post to Kuma-kun, but since he actually reads this...
I'm just so embarrassed.
It feels like I'm trapped in Shoujo manga, I'm totally serious about that.
"...hearts and flowers, there's only one person out there for me."
No need to ask, I believe in that nonsense.
I wonder when I'm going to stop being scared of love and just enjoy it.
Not that I'm not enjoying it, I certainly am.
Simply that, I don't even know...
What happened to being a logical person?
One time Mister J told me that I'll never get hurt because I'm so logical.
Emotions are literally the anti-thesis of logic, and this is where I'm stuck.
This would be the "middle-ground" that I was referring to.
Where is the perfect balance between emotional and logical?
Because I really don't want to be just another stupid girl, letting her emotions dictate her life.
Love seems to fuck with my reasoning skills...
Not that I'm in love, it takes me a long time to fall in love.
The process is slow, but being on this road is terrifying to someone who thinks so critically about everything.
I always play chess with life, but suddenly someone has changed all the rules.
There's a reason I was committed to being single, I thought I would be more logical and sane if I wasn't dealing with another person's emotions.
But I find that I want to deal with his emotions, I want to be there if he ever needs me for anything at all.
For the smallest, simplest things...for everything.
I'm crazy to start falling in love with someone that I've never even met in person.
But there it is, beyond all reason...
My soulmate, if such a thing exists.