Always Go Forward, Going Straight Will Get You Nowhere

I actually enjoy posting daily, it gives me a minute to think about life.
Today has been a little busy, so right now is my only chance to post.
I was thinking about going down to Tijuana, Mexico; but I think I'd rather stay home and watch movies today.
For those scared of going to Mexico; take a cab, stay in the shopping districts, don't go to the Redlight District after dark.
It's a little like Amsterdam in that way, cities transform at night.
I'm stoked to chill with The Jester tomorrow, finally...
I miss him a lot, since we don't see each other much anymore.
As much as I hate people in general and my friends in particular, I can't help but to care about humanity.
When I see a homeless man outside of Jack in The Box, I'm the type of person who buys him a cheeseburger.
And as angry as I get with my friends, when they call me crying my first response is, "What can I do? Do you need anything? Who's ass am I going to have to kick now?"
What upsets me most is when I spend time, money, and effort on them; but I don't get anything in return...not even a "How have you been?"
At some point I simply get tired of people who don't care.
Anyway, speaking about friends and all; The Jester wants me to write lyrics for some of his songs.
I'm nervous, because it's been so long since I've written a song or any poetry.
I'll get over it, but still...I hate to disappoint people.
And I should enroll in school already.
Because I've spent the last year smoking pot everyday, getting drunk with my friends, going to the beach, playing video games, and being a flirt.
It might be time to quit fucking around and actually do something with all my supposed intelligence.
Linguistics still seems like a good idea, because it's interesting.
And I can travel, it's challenging, and still leaves time for research and writing.
Probably Scandinavian, Germanic languages...
But possibly Slavic...
I'm not entirely sure yet.
I'm tired, so I'm going to go finally watch Dans Paris.
I've had a crush on Louis Garrel ever since Les Chansons D'Amour.
When poor Julie dies and Alice seems like she loves him, my heart just breaks.
And then he ends up with that cute boy (I forget his name), it's been awhile since I've seen it.
That movie is literally my favorite musical after RENT.
It even gets a place before Rocky Horror Picture Show...
And that's a cult classic, so....
I feel like watching melancholic movies, I have a feeling my list will be something like;
Between Love and Goodbye
RENT
Immortal Beloved
Bright Star
Othello
The Last Mistress

I can't think of any others right now, but that's quite a few movies to get through.
Maybe also Anna Karenina; as much as I adore Keira Knightley, I haven't decided if I actually like that movie.
The cinematography and costuming is wonderful, but does it do Tolstoy's tragic novel justice?
That's a debate for another day.
Dasvadanya.