The Road Leaving Neverland

My nightmares came back...

*sigh*

Maybe I'm becoming unhinged.

Ivy sent me a bunch of pictures of her eighteenth birthday at the end of our Junior year of high school, I hadn't seen them before.

It made me feel old *laugh*

My hair was super short, my waist was kinda tiny, and I used to wear raver kandi (cuz my friends were legit like that).

I'm pretty sure most of my kandi either broke or got lost...

Mr. Fox gave me my first piece, I'm fairly certain; or that one girl, I don't remember now.

I used to rant about how judgmental everybody was, because they were all like "PLUR, man!" But then they would be fucktards if you weren't trendy enough.

Remember when the school was suspending people for wearing kandi, 'cause they said it was "drug related paraphanelia"

Everyone would walk around school practicing lightshows, and Satan gave me my first one when he taught me how to take a proper bong hit...then he kissed me on the forehead *laugh*

I kinda miss him.

We had so much fun, I spent like a week at Ivy's house right after her birthday.

I was dating that one guy, the one I crashed that party with...

And she started hanging out with her ex, and so we were all chilling for the whole week.

We would do shit like smoke blunts in alleyways, we gave Satan part of a Spider-Man cake at one point...

Some random dog befriended her ex's younger brother.

Fun fact; when I moved back from Arizona I used to get drunk at her ex's house a lot, with Southern Boy and Newb.

And then her ex and I would have crazy intellectual conversations.

I'm still calling him Newb btw, because every time I've ever gotten stoned with him (which was a lot) he always acted like a dumbass.

He ran away from home and started living with the homeless people last year.

Which is kinda sad, since his parents are pretty nice and normal.

My mom's friend (who is actually a total sweetheart) got all offended because I jokingly said that "Kurt Cobain died for my sins."

Aahhh, Christians...they will be perpetually offended by things that don't even affect them.

Don't worry, I'm not an evil, soulsucking, blood drinking atheist...sweet lord forbid.

I hope everyone caught my sarcasm.

So I need to get over this cold or whatever like now, because I'm driving to Arizona on Thursday.

And I hope it won't be snowing up there.