I just can't catch a fucking break...
She's my mother, I'm supposed to at least try to have a functional relationship with her, right?
But she's so crazy, I just can't even deal with it.
Like how can a person be so delusional, she kept calling me a stupid bitch and I'm just like okay...done with this shit.
Why am I still writing this stupid blog?
I'm fucking done with everyone, literally everybody can fuck off now.
Except for shit like the fact that I'm obligated to deal with the people around me.
My mother still makes me nervous, because I think of all the shit she has done to me; but then I realize that I'm an adult and that I can tell her to fuck off when she acts like this.
Fuck both my parents, like I couldn't end up with one fucking sane person in my life?!
And I'm so fucking sick...
And my room is fucking cold, and it's not even four yet.
Why am I awake?
Because life will always suck and you just have to learn how to see the good every once in awhile, that's all I can say.
I'm still upset over Kuma-kun too, I'm worried about him.
So everyone knows I still care about him, even though I'm still getting shit for being upset over a breakup for so long and there's already people trying to push me into another relationship.
What is wrong with everyone?
It's not healthy to jump from one relationship to another, how bogus is that?
Wish I wasn't dealing with all this bullshit, wish I wasn't sick...I feel awful.
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