She's sneaky, sometimes too quick for anyone's reflexes; I feel terrible about it though.
It's been awhile since I've honestly thought about Satan, I know that I write about him fairly often...but my memories have a certain shallowness to them, there's no depth of feeling there anymore.
"Could be I don't remember, could be I choose to not."
He shakes when he sleeps (or shudders, is that the word for it?), he used to hold my hand while I was sleeping...it was one of my favorite things.
I swear when I was around him my heart would beat so loudly that the entire room could hear it, I always got so embarrassed.
We have had strange lives, the two of us.....
April is always when I give myself time to mourn over the things I haven't dealt with.
For instance; my grandmother's death, my feelings towards Satan, my tumultuous relationship with both of my parents, and my past full of secrets that I've never disclosed to another living soul....so few people truly know anything about me, it's a little sad that no one has ever known who I am; it's likely that no one ever will.
Satan was joking the other day about not really knowing me, we don't know each other and we're aware of it.
We have the same sort of aloof personality, stoic and rather distant.
It's the most cliché defense mechanism a person could have.
Shall we speak of something a bit more cheerful?
I started watching My Lovely Sam-Soon, it's better than I remember it to be.
I like that Sam-Soon doesn't give a fuck, she has a strength even though she's passionate and even vulnerable; but she is her own person, I admire her character.
And Hyun (why can't I ever remember his first name? Jin-Hun maybe?) is really a nice person, truly compassionate, underneath his cool exterior.
Despite his demeanor, his character also shows complexity.
As opposed to Itazura Na Kiss, My Lovely Sam-Soon was marketed towards adults; I guess it makes sense that I would like it better.
I've been awake for forty hours, maybe I should sleep now...I'm becoming a little delirious.
Look, I made a cat chasing a fish out of boredom (I wonder if the symbols will show up);
☡(⌜•⌯∞⌯•⌝)℈ ≋❥(◟*.*)
Is anyone else confused by AKB48?
I'm not talking about the fact that they're loved by all the creepy otakus who hang out at maid cafés in Akihabara, or any of the "scandals" concerning members of the group.
I just can't keep all the 90+ interchangeable members straight.
Some of their music is catchy and certain members have managed to somewhat branch out of the idol scene.
Members like Acchan, Yuko Oshima, and Tomochin could possibly be respected in their own right...but honestly half the time AKB seems more like a group of pornstars than it does a J-Pop group.
Speaking of which, I think one of the former members did become a pornstar.
Maybe it's just Japan and their neverending obsession with schoolgirls....the same sort of thinking that led to dakimakura, cosplay, fan-service, shimapan, gravure idols, and probably on a lesser scale tentacle rape hentai.....
But this is the country that gave me Yaoi, so I suppose I'm not complaining.
And I can't say that the country's perception of sexuality is completely dominated by men, because things like host clubs for women exist also.
I'm listening to Ozzy, this song will forever remind me of doing donuts in the parking lot with Catwoman at two in the morning...
I went to this deli/liquor store place today and there was this hot blonde sitting at a table, she gave me the dirtiest look...why are hot girls so stuck up?
She had a nice ass though....
I was gonna start talking about Korean dramas again, I'm sure nobody wants to hear about the melodrama though (maybe in a separate post).
I haven't been eating or sleeping, April is the worst month...
Happy 420 btw, everyone.
If you're curious, I am celebrating; this many years of tradition can't be broken.
I was supposed to get drunk with Mister J, but I haven't been feeling well...so he got drunk while he was waiting around for me (I don't particularly care for rum anyway).
Although, before I became so obsessed with whiskey, and before all my bad experiences with vodka, I used to drink a lot of Sailor Jerry's.
Happy 420!
Just because it's a longstanding tradition...
I had to go on a quest to retrieve a lighter this morning...it's reminded me of this one summer morning I was in the park and about to smoke my first bowl of the morning....only to realise that my lighter was dead.
It's six in the morning down by the beach, every liquor store is closed...I had to walk all the way to the little gas station on the corner.
Catwoman texted me earlier, of course she did...it makes sense that she would.
Now I understand why that one kid I used to know was obsessed with The Aquabats, they're super rad *wink, wink*
Mister J made me listen to Country music this morning, and then he made me watch an interview in which Toby Keith never wants to smoke weed with Willie Nelson again.
So now Streetlight Manifesto's rendition of Keaseby Nights...
Does anyone else love Five Iron Frenzy, I forgot about them for awhile.
Catch 22 is to Streetlight Manifesto, as Sweet Children to Green Day
Catwoman and I used to smoke weed every day after school, but our nights always ended in doing homework.
And on weekends we were always home by midnight...
Adulthood turned us into irresponsible people.
Out all night, sleep deprived, alcoholic, habitual stoners in training.
Oh! Kingpin texted me earlier, we've been talking about maybe going on some adventures soon.
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