Shadow King had one of his infamous hotel parties for his 22nd birthday this weekend.
And I got to see everyone.
Snuff, the boy with green eyes, Newb (who's not so much of a newb anymore), all the people that were there through everything.
When we first got there some people were calling me Bunny, I told them all to call me by my actual name.
I threw up twice, but the first time wasn't my fault.
Snuff told me that he would marry me, and the two of us and the boy with green eyes are all supposed to go on a Disney cruise together.
He also kept trying to kiss me...
The boy with green eyes kept trying to kiss me too, he said he's always had feelings for me, and a long time ago he wanted me to have his kids.
I took care of him while he was puking in the bathroom....the next day he barely remembered anything, but he apologized anyway.
Snuff left without saying goodbye, because I chased after Leo.
Speaking of which, Leo was jealous that I was so close to guy friends (which I always have been); so he left and sat down the street at these tables with a couple of other people.
Skunk came back and got mad at me because Leo was upset and earlier he had wanted me to talk to Leo but I wasn't sure how, they were all about to leave so I ran after Leo.
The boy with green eyes decided to come after me, he always feels like he has to protect me.
Leo and I had a long talk about everything and ended up okay.
Snuff was gone when we got back...he left without even saying goodbye.
Leo and I cuddled all night.
The next day was pretty relaxed, a lot of people went home, so we just chilled....some people had a balloon fight while the rest of us went to pick up stuff.
Catwoman came the second day and brought us snacks, I won at Bullshit too.
Leo and I had another talk the second night, we both ended up crying, but it feels like we broke through some barriers between the two of us.
We cuddled again that night too.
As of right now I won't date him, even if he asked me, but he'll never ask me....
I just want someone who loves me, who puts me first; because that's how I am about relationships.
You know it's been five months since we started hanging out, since we started liking each other like that.
Mister J is still livid about how Leo has treated me, so he went off about it yesterday.
After the party I spent a whole day hanging out with Shadow King's new boy and his friends, it was really fun.
I adore his new boy too, I think we're gonna be good friends.
(We're supposed to hang out today too).
And then Shadow King, his boy, and I all went to the park at like 1am.
We played on all the cool play structures, and talked.
I talked to Mister J about moving out yesterday, he wants me to stay here and go to school.
I want my own space though, *sigh* I'm not sure if I should leave or not.
And lastly my phone got shut off because nobody had money for the bill, not having a phone has been a pain in the ass.
That's pretty much everything, the whole sordid mess of my life.
Leo has been sending me sweet messages the last day or so, but it's always like that after he's seen me.
Give it a few days and we'll be back to normal.
He won't talk to me until I talk to him, and that's disappointing.
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