Thursday, October 23, 2014

Update From Hell

I'm so mad....
Because Leo texts me "good morning" every day now; yes, he finally texts me first.
"Too little, too late."
Why is it that now that I'm trying to get over him he shows interest?!
And when I don't respond, he messages me again. Hah!
"I don't fucking care anymore..."
You know a funny thing?
If "day after" pills were cheaper Ivy wouldn't be about to have a baby right now....
I'm really high.
Every woman understands 'Sex and The City' it doesn't matter who they are.
It's one thing that I can't help but love.

Why is it that one guy I loved moved on because I waited too long and the other one just flat out never had feelings for me?
No more hippie OBceans, I'll never date another person from OB.
I need to get the fuck outta this town.
Reasons you should excercise self-control and quit talking to that person: because you should excercise self-control and quit talking to them.
Besides, I think he got himself a new girl (I'm not spying, just observant)
But he added some girl to his friends list and she's been liking all his pictures.
Also he's been constantly on Facebook but hasn't been posting anything because everytime I go to send him a message (and usually manage to stop myself) he's active.
Nobody in their right mind spends that much time absentmindedly scrolling through their feed.
Which is part of the reason I'm deleting it.
All his friends are on my feed, I'm tired of thinking about him and his friends.
I don't even want to be reminded of it...
And all the stupid people I went to highschool with are on there too.
I want to fall off the face of the earth right now.
It's just one of those days when I hate everything and everyone.
I'm so unhappy.
I can't handle relationships, I thought that with the right person it'd be okay...but I'm not sure a person exists in this world who can handle all the aspects of my personality.
Maybe I need to go find myself....

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