Everything has been making me cry the last couple days, I can't stop....
Crying into my coffee, bawling my eyes out and waiting for rain.
I don't wanna talk about what happened, but literally everything is a trigger for tears.
I didn't sleep or eat for 48 hours almost...
Mister J says that the reason I'm hurting so badly is that I never processed my breakup with Satan, and Leo was just a bandage for that wound.
Although to be honest, in the first days of Leo and I hanging out, I remember thinking to myself that it felt a little like hanging out with Satan a few years ago.
Leo has been at his Mistress' house for like three or four days now.
We aren't really talking....
I wish I could just magick all the pain and anxiety away.
I feel like I'm dying, this is horrible.
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