Monday, February 27, 2012

Riding In Cars With Boys- 10.15.11

No, it's another story.
But this time I don't fold, this time I really lose.
Maybe i'm out of my comfort zone, or out of my mind.
Away from home, away from him, on my own.
Somewhat.
Supposedly in the care of a best friend, in the care of an oblivious friend.
In the care of a society oblivious to social norms.
Do you really need an explanation?
Have we really strayed so far from the so-called american dream.
I'm just constantly bluffing in a world in which I do not belong.
I don't understand this world, and I want out.
I have this pounding in my head, this terribly bad music is suffocating me.
Teenage stupidity is killing me.
Nobody can save me from what i've subjected myself to.
Help me, please.

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