I've been in arizona for less than an hour and I already want to go back to San Diego....I miss everything about it.
And Satan started talking to me again....
I never thought I'd see the day, I thought it was over for good.
I thought we'd never speak again, that we'd never see each other again; but maybe our destinies are intertwined.
We're so far away from each other now though, I wonder if his new found interest will last.
Then again this has been going on for years....
I mean really, almost four years?
This same scenario "over and over again 'til I'm blue in the face with a choking regret".....I still miss him, love him, would give anything to be with him.
So many things have passed since that night we met, when we watched the ocean and the stars.
I swear he loved me once....
I hope someday we find that again, until then we'll go back and forth between acquaintances and friends.....someday we'll remember and we'll figure it out.
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