You'll Never Know What Goes On Inside My Head

So I'm finally home and I have no clue where to start, because so much is going on.

Leo got me some bud that I really like, it has a lovely smell and taste.

The type of high it gives you is pretty sweet too...

I'm so tired..... *sigh*

I think he really likes me.

Like texting me while he's out drinking with his friends at 2:00am, just to tell me about his night and ask how I'm doing...

Also he didn't go drinking on his birthday because he wanted to hang out with me (I'm not sure if it's entirely because of me since he doesn't normally drink anyway, but still).

And he took me out to dinner with his parents, I feel so loved *laugh*

But seriously, this is what dating is supposed to feel like.

We got so baked on his birthday, like holy shit.

And I ended up watching sailor moon with Mistress (I'm just gonna call her this because it's easier).

She loves anime, and I fucking love his spirit family.

I like that Leo and I have a relationship where we're cute and sweet to each other...

Okay, you guys have heard enough of me gushing about a guy.

I got a new bowl piece for my baby;

Speaking of which, have I ever showed Ruby on here?

So that's my *cough* "water-pipe"

Her name is Ruby Soho.

Soooo many snaps, so good.

It was weird to sleep alone last night, although we've haven't been cuddling as much because it's been too warm.

It's strange how easy this is...our parents like each other, Mister J likes him, his parents like me (and holy shit if I ever had to have a mother-in-law it would be his mom), our life goals align pretty well, and just spending this much time with him is so fucking easy.

I'm so comfortable around him, it's really wonderful....like having a best friend.

I love when he puts his arm around me or kisses me on the head, or when we have tickle fights.

I told Mister J that I could see myself completely falling for him, he replied that he thinks I already have.

Apparently I'm in denial about how I feel.

Finally somebody to just watch movies with and talk to.

How did I end up with exactly what I wanted?

I wonder if he would be okay dating, I know neither of us date anymore...but still.