I don't even wanna write anything.
Katja asked me for advice today, she met this guy...he's twenty-one and in a band....she's sixteen, and, well...yeah....
It's so difficult to be logical when you're a teenage girl.
I gave her the best advice I could, she has to make her own decisions though....I just hope I somehow helped in some way.
The story was typical, "he says he wants to marry me, but doesn't text me for days."
Some things never ever ever change.
Leo and I stayed up on Skype 'til about six in the morning...
We talked about a lot of stuff.
He used to cut, that broke my heart.
The only thing I wanted to do was hold him, it looked like he might've been crying...
I told him how I drank bleach that one time, he was really upset about it.
It feels like we got a little closer though, that's good.
No clue how I ended up liking him this much.
He told me more about his spirit family, I feel more at ease even if aspects of this still make me uncomfortable.
I think he likes me though, he keeps implying that we should date....
Not in a straightforward way, I wonder if it's just his subconscious desire to date.
Or if he's scared to get hurt...
Which is totally possible, sounds like we've had similar fucked up relationships.
Why do I like him so much?!
It's awful.
I love that he smells like patchouli and organic soap, and that his eyes turn a darker blue when we're near the ocean...
I need to have a little self-control, but it's just too damn hard not to like him.
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