Well, you missed the part where I start buying weed from Leo's spirit family, and hanging out with them.
Yeah, that happens now....
I have a lot of reservations about Leo.
So, Mistress or we can call her Oneesama...or I call her Milady, she's awesome.
I still hate the idea of being part of a BDSM group, but I'm willing to do this for him.
Besides I have always been curious about it.
I'm starting to have doubts about him liking me; though Star and Milady both want him to ask me out...
Actually Milady was hoping that when I posted that relationship status as a joke that he had asked me out.
Everyone is still asking if we're together....
Milady says he's just being a pussy.
Maybe he's gay, maybe I'm fat, maybe he just doesn't like me...whatever the case, he never wants to touch me.
Aren't I too young to have this problem?
He always says, "Not right now."
I'm running out of ideas...
And Milady warned me about a couple of his exes....and I happened to meet one.......and surprise! I don't like her.
Shocker isn't it, considering the girls he used to hang out with.
He keeps saying their not bad people, but she seems genuinely fake.
Milady said that this girl still has a hold on him, it seems that way sometimes...I had a feeling before she said anything.
It's not even my business, because I'm giving up on him.
Mister J said that as much as he likes Leo that there's a lot of red flags, he seems sad for me.
Because he says that Leo can't be the guy I want him to be, this is why relationships don't work; placing unrealistic expectations on people.
So this is what it's like to be friend-zoned...
He keeps saying "...when we date..."
Am I just being impatient then?
It's just that he always acts so uninterested in me, but he always says he misses me.
I never know what to think anymore.
By the time he asks me out I'll have already moved on, because he's taking that long.
Or maybe he never will, I'm giving him one more chance, then I'm giving up.
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