I Have No Idea

So today we're going to chronicle my wonderful adventure with the SAT!
(God help me)
I get to be crammed in a stuffy room in some random university with a lot of ridiculous teenagers.
Not the best way to spend a Saturday, not when I have a million other things to do; but they say that sometimes you have to do things that you don't want to do.
Somewhat unpleasant and terribly uncomfortable, it makes me miss the delights of yesterday with a dull ache in my stomach.
The hallway may have been stuffy, but the room was ice cold.
Five hours sitting in a pitch white room, institutions.
And then out into the sunlight, I saw people that I recognized.
I said hi and listened to their pleasant chatter about their plans for the day and comments on the test.
I wish my life was like that: "Oh, let me go get my car, so I can meet you for lunch; because remember, I owe you ten dollars. And then I'll go home and study"
What if my life could really be like that?
If I could always be pretty and put together, with wonderful things to look forward to.
Anyway I'm watching a wedding party progress on this lovely, sunny Saturday afternoon; with nothing to look forward to but chores and homework in that chaos that I call my home.
Really my home is rather drab and dreary, and the most understandable way to describe the energy there is to say that the feng shui is all messed up.
For the moment I'll just enjoy the vivid colours of the beautiful world around me, I should embrace it before it's gone.