Rising in Flames

I just realised that I wasn't home from six o'clock Monday morning (when I went to school for the last day before Summer)
We got out at 11:47 am
I didn't get home until nine o'clock on Tuesday evening.
That was an amazing feat for me.
Um, I danced with him and one of his friends asked me if I knew Satan, I almost laughed when I nodded.
I couldn't help it, if they really knew how well I used to know Satan.
It's so weird that this boy wants to be my boyfriend, I knew that as soon as I stopped looking some boy would fall into my lap....
It always happens this way.
But is this what I've been missing, under my mother's bolted doors.
Hanging out at the library, riding in cars with boys, smoking out, and talking to crazy people.
Some of them intellectuals, some of them douche bags, and some are just awesome.
Such a strange mix of people, but this is what I've been missing.
I guess I had a good reason to complain then.
But now I'm on my own, because Ivy and Catwoman, and all my other friends have already experienced all this.
It's really kinda sad.
It made me laugh though because the boy said that if we got The Jester and M in a room and talking that we'd have a never-ending, really trippy, intellectual conversation.
I can't believe that all this shit almost passed me by.