Actually, Je deteste jour de valentin...
and I could use a beer (I don't even like beer)
I was originally gonna write about how Mr.Fox just came back from Australia (apparently he saw Satan there), and about how I need to get the fuck out of this goddamn country...I need to get the fuck outta here and do something.
I was then gonna talk about how I'm probably gonna spend my entire adult life making up for all the things that I never got to do as a kid (like learning how to ride a bike and do a cartwheel)
Hell, I never even got Christmas or Birthday presents as a kid (still don't)
But I just realised that it doesn't matter as much as I thought it did, I celebrate Pagan holidays now...alone, in the comfort of my bedroom; and I'm fine with it.
My parents are unreliable, dysfunctional, and usually completely ridiculous; and it doesn't bother me anymore.
I just broke up with my boyfriend, and I feel bad (because I know he loves me); but the relief that I feel is overwhelming...
I guess this proves how much he stressed me out.
Anyway, people that I haven't seen since freshman year have been reappearing lately, and getting back together with my close friends (interesting pattern).
But I'm glad that mostly everybody is happy (or at least content), Happy Valentine's Day, mes amis.
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