Friday, January 30, 2015

Falling Asleep & Forgotten Loves

Is it possible to fall in love with someone you've never met?
Would it be odd if I said that some part of me truly grew to love The Man in The Trench Coat?
I didn't realize it 'til I talked to him for the first time in over six months.
I heard his voice and started to tear up....I didn't expect to have that reaction.
The only other INTP I've ever met. *sigh*
He moved from being 40 minutes away from me to a completely different state.
His friends still ask about me and call me his girl.
He still calls me cute all the time.
We caught up, it was wonderful.
He's really happy now, and that's amazing to hear....I can't actually express how happy I am for him.
So there ended up being two men that I will always love.
Imagine that, I don't know how this happened.
Eleven (or twelve) days until mercury retrograde is over, three days to imbolc, and the majority of things going wrong in mercury retrograde seem to be sorting themselves out.
Are you going to ask me about Cute Nameless Boy?
(I don't know what else to call him).
He's picking me up tomorrow after work.
Apparently he's taking me to a show, his friend's band is playing.
My moshing skills are not that great...
(I can skank and slam dance, I guess though)
Did you know Kevin Smith's daughter has a giant pet bun?
I'm really fucking tired.
And that job I got?
Oi, maybe all this shit is not worthy of the blog and I should write it in a journal like a normal person.
This year feels so odd already.
People are appearing that I haven't spoken to in ages.
I'm going to bed now.
More on the crazy later.

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