It's enough to bring tears to my eyes.
Yesterday was awful.
My life is crazy right now, it's a mess.
So long since I've been here this early in the morning.
Lately I've been filled with nostalgia, because sometimes the past repeats itself.
And sometimes it comes to meet you at the crux where it lives in harmony with the future.
This is where I am.
I'm befriending the past *laugh*
Becoming something akin to what I once was.
What I choose to do in this moment will affect everything else that happens from here.
Where do I even fucking start???
So much is going on right now...
Did I mention that I became friends with the guy Ivy was sleeping with, she was really mad about it, he and I went to the movies, Ivy and I quit talking for a few days, but now everything seems okay.
Let's call him Hiro-kun (for reasons)....
The day before yesterday I went down to OB, met a cute guy who played guitar, he played me my favorite song but messed up the words really bad, it was still nice.
Then I saw this one girl I haven't seen in forever, she's homeless so I ended up hanging out with all the homeless kids most of the day, I really like them because they welcomed me into their family, and they share everything they have even if it's not much, they've got your back even if you're fucked up, we drank beer and smoked on the cliffs, found this one dog's owner (his name was Atticus, pit and lab mix, he was a sweetie)....
Yeah, it was really fun.
Then I had sushi with Hiro-kun and went to his cousin's house (she used to be one of my friends in school, it was nice to see her, she's still really awesome).
We ended up going to the taco shop really late at night and having a My Little Pony marathon.
We spent the night there...
Yesterday I went to Dave 'n Busters with Catwoman, Hiro-kun and one of his friends (the guy I got my poly-sci book from Junior year, he's actually a really cool person even though we never hung out before).
I failed at DDR and Guitar Hero, then we played this 3D horror game and I couldn't quit screaming, Hiro-kun won 1,000 tickets on this one game, and he got me a little Hello Kitty plush (she's wearing a sailor suit).
One of our old friends from school works there, the first thing he asked me is if I had a boyfriend and he kept flirting with me (I used to flirt with him all the time though), he said he could get me a job there.
After all that we went back to Hiro-kun's friend's house, drank and played card games.
And yeah....that's all so far.
(Well, pretty much).
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