June, 12, 2012

So my best-friend just went to a strip club for the first time....without me, because she and all my friends graduated today....without me.
Because I graduated a month ago, in a place that is so very different from anything I've ever known.
I can't figure out why I ever thought that spending my Senior year this far from home was a good idea. Why I didn't realize that I'd miss out on football games, AP psychology, AP lit, prom, grad night, graduation, and my best friend's 18th birthday....
So now I'm here, with no friends, spending my summer watching Disney movies and perusing the internet 'til 2 am....
When do I get to go home?
And what will I find when I get back?
....and why do I suddenly feel like the protagonist of The Odyssey?
"The world has changed....much of once was is lost, for none now live who remember it."
I haven't become a anti-social nerd....okay, maybe just a little.
Call of Duty and Skyrim have saved me from death by boredom within the last few weeks.
Look at the Infamous Bunny now, wasting time playing video games and being depressed over the fact that her life collapsed on her....I guess sometimes you just can't win.