Feline Friendship At It's Finest

Someone's cat bit me once, because at the time I didn't understand her personality.
I raised my cats by hand, so they're pretty friendly.
However, most cats require you to gain their trust before they're comfortable with you, and it can be a pretty long process.
Sometimes I think I spend too much time around cats, and not enough time around people.
I have such a difficult time understanding the latter...
If people were like cats I would be quite happy.

Bishoujo Senshi Sailor Moon: A Confession

Can this blog just be about anime?
(laugh)
I'm just kidding, of course...
But I have started watching anime again, like with the full force of my original obsession dating back to childhood.
Sailor Moon really did start it, but anyway...
I've been watching/reading a lot of bishoujo lately, probably because it's so darn cute.
Seriously, it's like an explosion of cuteness in cartoon form.
As for manga, certain bishoujo manga really annoy me, but then I'm not in the right demographic age group to read this crap anyway.
Still...I enjoy it.
It's become somewhat nostalgic for me.
When it comes to Tokyo Mew Mew or Fruits Basket I get nostalgic, it's like seeing an old friend...it's comfortable.
Certain anime/manga are like that for me, they've taught me a lot about life.
Especially manga...I'm not sure people realize how serious comics are.
I mean Karen Page, one of Daredevil's love interests, was a drug addict.
There's a lot of examples like that...adult themes in comics.
Manga is the same way, and it's taught me a lot about people.
I believe that this has been enough weirdness for one day...coming here and confessing my love for Japanese comic books...
I leave you with an explosion of cuteness- Shirayuki Berrii-Chan

Laments of a Midnight Pilgrim

I feel out of sorts lately, maybe it's lack of sleep...
It's funny that everyone always said that I reminded them of a cat, I guess I wasn't really meant to be a bunny after all.
Restlessness and anxiety keep me up at night and I simply cannot sleep, I've tried everything.
Also my stomach is always upset...this is nightmarish sometimes.
How do normally people deal with anxiety and anger?
Because I completely stop functioning, and it's awful.
I know that I've been complaining a lot recently, but my brain is confused and I don't really have friends.
Anyway, maybe I should do something creative, that would surely ease my head.

Flashback to Teen Angst: The Problem With Growing Up

It's not that I'm so young that I don't realize how much time is left in my life, I'm just aware of how valuable time truly is.
How could anyone possibly truly understand me when I'm the only "me" that exists?
You can't fully understand anyone, because you've never experienced the things that make them who they are; your experiences might be similar, but they're not exactly the same.
It's possible to understand how a person thinks or how they will react to a given situation, but you can't know their feelings or how it is to live their life.
Which is why I don't see how someone can say that they understand another person.
Mister J knows me, but we've grown distant recently...
I've outgrown him, I've outgrown a lot of people around me lately.
How could he possibly believe that he understands what it's like to wake up every day and look at the world through my eyes?
And my friends, I feel, are only around because I'm comfortable; as if the only reason we should be friends is because we have been for so long.
You shouldn't be someone's friend just because you've gotten comfortable with them being there; you should be their friend because you truly enjoy spending time with them.
I don't get the feeling that Catwoman really likes me at all, I feel vibes of boredom coming from her whenever we spend time together.
She seems bored with Ivy too; and Ivy only seems to like either of us because we've been her friends since she first moved here from Nevada, our Freshman year.
Both of them should find some friends that they actually like...
I'm tired of making obscure jokes and allusions that no one gets.
Why do they want to be my friends if they don't even understand me when I speak?
Maybe I'm too old to be whining about how no one understands, but really no one understands.
Does everyone have this problem?

For The Future of Earth, We'll Be of Service, Nya!

Recently I've started watching anime again; I forgot how much I liked it, anime really can be brilliant.
I've started with the first series I ever watched, after Sailor Moon of course; Tokyo Mew Mew.
It's amazing how cute anime can actually be.
Anyway, my life is boring, as usual.
It's like after High School my life became stagnant...
What's wrong with wanting friends anyway?
It's not as if being alone is fun; "No man is an island," right?
But could I ever find someone to befriend a person who is so completely "off their rocker"?
Perhaps with enough time; I suppose I should be content to be lonely at the moment.
Less stress comes with being uninvolved, but sometimes it would be nice to have a friend.
Life might be less dreary that way.
How does one go about finding these so-called friends anyway?
The world may never know...