May, 13, 2012

What do you say to the past at two in the morning?
I'm sorry?
I love you?
Goodbye forever
 I had forgotten so much of what I was....what do I have now?
Save for my meager memories of that which has been forgotten with the passing of time.
If only we could turn back time and save ourselves from our own decisions.
I know not what to say....or maybe that I merely don't know how to say what I know should be said...
I need sleep, before my brain collapses on itself.
Farewell.

It's weird that I can see a picture and instantly remember the exact conversation going on or the exact song that was playing....

May, 4, 2012

I feel comatose...
I know I haven't written in a very long time, I've been too absorbed with the difficulties of breathing.
I still don't belong here and I'm counting the days until I can go home to people who love me.
I reconciled with The Jester, I missed him terribly.
And I managed to get myself into another mess, into another relationship from hell.
Why am I always doing that?
Anyway, I have so much to say and never enough time.
So adieu, mes amis...
Until next time.
-Bunny <3